engineered by G.O.D

Been away for a while, journeying through the last block of my course, my thesis. Just finished my thesis today by the way. A lot of hiccups with Word which can be more frustrating than writing the thesis itself.

63 pages of content, none which I remembered. Seriously, when I think about thesis, it's really not what it's about that came to mind. It's more on what I've gone through in doing it. Not sure if it was just me being too exhausted from the constant lack of sleep over the past week or so or maybe I am really just that touched. I actually teared when I was writing my Acknowledgements chapter.

This whole year has only been made bearable because of these people in my life. If I were to write a proper chapter of it, there would have been a lot more names to it. Well, on the flip side, it felt as though I was writing my will except that I have no wealth to distribute.....just my overflowing appreciation and gratitude.

For the people that I've been so honoured to have the company of this year, whether it's virtual or physical, you guys hold a special place in my heart. Especially when I've closed myself out so much this year. Not that I've become a total anti-social but the whole solitude feeling just encompasses me fully. Yet, it was because of this that I was able to enjoy God's presence and understand what it means to rely on Him.

Oh by the way, He wrote my thesis for me. All the graphs and tables and stuff...it was all Him. =) You know that it can only be Him when such ideas pop up as you wake up, or shower or when you're taking a walk. Best part is, you weren't even thinking about the thesis in the first place.
How cool is that huh?

babbled at 10:44 PM